Change

Change.

Change of a paradigm, your very glasses into your eyes through which you see the whole world, needs daily devotion and decision. And sticking to it. Getting paralyzed by other people’s weaknesses. Can’t simply erase their weaknesses but either should leave it or adapt to accommodate those weaknesses. The same way as other might accommodate mine.

The reality is the base. Reality. Hitting yourself against the ideal will only leave you bitter and depressed. If you can’t influence, it’s simply your lack of enough expertise to do that. Like you don’t know how to ski, it’s not a fault in your character. It’s not you are not worthy. It’s in the circumstances that you are, still need to hone your skills to be able to take your success further. If you want you can leave this place but the abilities and skill levels remain same. If the problem with the success is too much hassle to get there, still you can change your job. If you can find one, so much the better. If you can’t, you can simply fight to fix your place.

Do something without blaming yourself. Push yourself but don’t scold. Set a high goal but don’t underestimate. The fault is with your action or your environment but not in you. You are a motor, and a pretty good one. If the parts and body you are in, are not suitable for your purpose, thereis no fault with the engine, but with the body not being appropriate. Then either you can change the purpoe to match the body, or change the body to match the purpose.

So good they can’t ignore you. So good they can’t afford to lose you.

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